Asleep by The Smiths on repeat while staring up at the ceiling for a little while. I did some damage to my credit card by shopping online, which helped even though I'm certain I'll return it all when it arrives. I read the first Harry Potter book from cover to cover, partly because it's a world I like to retreat to sometimes and partly because I have to refer to it in my essay that's due later this week but haven't started yet. And then I went to sleep, for a long time.
Today my thoughts feel less foggy. Today I pick up where I left off on Saturday evening. I've lit one of my favourite NEOM candles* even though I was saving it for a cold autumn evening because it seems silly to save things, it's time to live in the moment and enjoy the present, not long for a trivial future event. I feel different. But life goes on. Today is a new day.